Reflections

Reflecting back to many thoughts.  Right now I have been thinking about my mom, as yyesterday was six months since she went home to be with Jesus.  I often think and picture her dancing on those golden streets in heaven and with Jesus.   Yesterday at church we sang a song about heaven and the words hit me as i thought of my mom being there.  Yes I miss he, but grateful for the inspiration that she had on my life and will hold onto it. The other song that was an encouragement to me and keeps on playing in my head is "Completely Done" the words to verse three stick out to me most "I don't know what lies ahead, what if I fail again.  You are my confidence, you keep to the end.  I'm leaving my fears behind me now." Through many obstacles in my life, I often combat fear with them and yes I have that with my hearing loss too.  I may not know where or why this obstacle of my hearing loss came, but I often remind myself that God has a purpose for me through this time and he is teaching me though this time.  Losing my hearing has been very scary for me I have to admit and often dread hearing tests.  As my hearing kept failing it was easy for me to feel that I was failing.  yes i may not know what lies ahead but I trust that God will lead me. Yes it is hard to believe I only have eight days to go.